stuff in my personal life is flaring up again, so it's time i take a hiatus.
i just wanted to say thanks to everyone who has ever said anything nice to me on here. i have learned from and laughed at so many posts and made so many friends on here - friends who are genuinely kind, funny, and trustworthy, who are much more kinder than anyone i’ve ever known in the past few months. but lately i've noticed i've never felt so stressed, displaced and replaceable in real life before. social media has been a great place for me to bury my burdens and hide. but i realize everything that sucks will still be here. delaying it will hurt more than help.
...i don't really know how else to describe how i feel. but i'm going to take the time to try to work on myself more, and work on how i can impact other people and be more generous and kind to the world and everyone it in. to learn how the real world works, because i've honestly been hiding from it for a long time and this past year it hit me in the face how harsh and hateful it is. i want to find myself and also make the world a more kinder place.
anyways, i’m so grateful for all of you, whether you have stuck with me for years or you are going to unfollow and move on with your life. thank you for helping me grow. i'm so sorry if this paragraph is a mess, my brain isn't working right now. i promised to be here for all of you, so if you really need someone feel free to contact me on insta @kimmyyychan and i'll dm my #. much love.
